I loved you with all my heart. And I think you know that, don't you? Then why did you have to do things that left me bleeding.
I gave you all I had..my heart, my soul everything but at the end of the day you screwed it up. Didn't I love you enough? Didn't I care for you? Didn't I fight with mom for you? Was I not there for you all the time- through thick and thin? I know you always took me for granted and I swear to god, I never cared about that. Till the time you were there with me I guess nothing else mattered for me. Then why did you have to do things that messed up are both our lifes. You say I spoilt your career, your future...and what did u do to me- left me hurt, wounded, alone...without a soul.
Was that right?
You claimed to love me..do you even realize what love is? Love can never be about hurting your loved one. It can never be about making your loved one cry. It can never be about sadness,insecurity and fear. Love is supposed to make you happy. You did make me happy but along with that you scared me when you were aggressive and insecure.
You know what,you did two things to me-
You were God for me and I don't believe in God anymore.
You were Love for me and I don't believe in Love anymore.
Cant believe I wrote that :D
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