Imagine getting up on a Sunday afternoon at 1 p.m. and you realise you have to go to the police station and you best friend's almost girlfriend blames you for her bad almost relationship. Du-uh.
Nah nah, I don't have a pending lawsuit or some criminal charges against me. I have to go because I need to pick my sister's driving license. And for those who don't know, I am a lazyarse..I haven't showered in two days.
Now the almost girlfriend- an almost girlfriend is one you love, probably even she loves you back but when you ask her out she politely refuses blaming the society, family, friends and peers and you understand. Both of you talk about everything under the sun EVERYDAY. So that's an almost girlfriend and an almost relationship. Moving on, this almost girlfriend texts me saying now I can have my best friend "as much as I want" and in a way blames me for the bad almost relationship. My best friend like a jerk wants us to bitch and bicker about each other but he doesn't want to be a part of a catfight. Not that I was going to have one. my BEST friend blocks me on facebook, says he'll talk to me later since he's kinda pissed with things and btw, he isn't even replying to my messages.
So, now between forkfuls of maggi and sips of cold coffee I am trying to decide whether I should start a catfight, break my BEST friend's neck, go meet the cops or continue with whatever crap I am doing right now. Sunday couldn't be better.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Consentida: For someone I've loved with all my heart :)
Consentida: For someone I've loved with all my heart :): "I loved you with all my heart. And I think you know that, don't you? Then why did you have to do things that left me bleeding. I gave you al..."
Consentida: Thinking.
Consentida: Thinking.: "After I broke up with my ex- boyfriend, I thought probably now I can enjoy being single(like the world says). FYI, I am not blogging. I am j..."
Saturday, December 18, 2010
For someone I've loved with all my heart :)
I loved you with all my heart. And I think you know that, don't you? Then why did you have to do things that left me bleeding.
I gave you all I had..my heart, my soul everything but at the end of the day you screwed it up. Didn't I love you enough? Didn't I care for you? Didn't I fight with mom for you? Was I not there for you all the time- through thick and thin? I know you always took me for granted and I swear to god, I never cared about that. Till the time you were there with me I guess nothing else mattered for me. Then why did you have to do things that messed up are both our lifes. You say I spoilt your career, your future...and what did u do to me- left me hurt, wounded, alone...without a soul.
Was that right?
You claimed to love me..do you even realize what love is? Love can never be about hurting your loved one. It can never be about making your loved one cry. It can never be about sadness,insecurity and fear. Love is supposed to make you happy. You did make me happy but along with that you scared me when you were aggressive and insecure.
You know what,you did two things to me-
You were God for me and I don't believe in God anymore.
You were Love for me and I don't believe in Love anymore.
I gave you all I had..my heart, my soul everything but at the end of the day you screwed it up. Didn't I love you enough? Didn't I care for you? Didn't I fight with mom for you? Was I not there for you all the time- through thick and thin? I know you always took me for granted and I swear to god, I never cared about that. Till the time you were there with me I guess nothing else mattered for me. Then why did you have to do things that messed up are both our lifes. You say I spoilt your career, your future...and what did u do to me- left me hurt, wounded, alone...without a soul.
Was that right?
You claimed to love me..do you even realize what love is? Love can never be about hurting your loved one. It can never be about making your loved one cry. It can never be about sadness,insecurity and fear. Love is supposed to make you happy. You did make me happy but along with that you scared me when you were aggressive and insecure.
You know what,you did two things to me-
You were God for me and I don't believe in God anymore.
You were Love for me and I don't believe in Love anymore.
Thinking.
After I broke up with my ex- boyfriend, I thought probably now I can enjoy being single(like the world says). FYI, I am not blogging. I am just thinking. Ok, so after I broke up I thought I am done with guys. But a week after my break up I was trying to dodge guys outta my way..i mean,hullooo..!! I've had a break up..I am depressed..I should be boozing n getting stoned and whatever but what i am doing is looking for ways about how to avoid giving guys my number.
2 days after my breakup- I go to a dandia party and a typical fugly gujju asks me out.
The following week- A kashmiri muslim ( wait till my dad reads this),a jaat ,an iraqi ask me out.
Woah! I've never been so much in demand in my entire 20 years. I mean at that point of time I was bruised, wounded (literally)...for those who do not know, I put my ex- boyfriend to jail for physically abusing me.. Ok ,moving on, I am all bloated like a fully grown pumpkin and these guys ask me out. 1 of them even promised marriage. Quoting Ravi Agrawal - "Prash, guys can do anything for sex". Point.
How do guys manage with such high testosterone levels I fail to understand.
Beat this, an iraqi guy just asked me- " Prashasti, will you make relationship with me?"
And I am deciding upon my answer.
2 days after my breakup- I go to a dandia party and a typical fugly gujju asks me out.
The following week- A kashmiri muslim ( wait till my dad reads this),a jaat ,an iraqi ask me out.
Woah! I've never been so much in demand in my entire 20 years. I mean at that point of time I was bruised, wounded (literally)...for those who do not know, I put my ex- boyfriend to jail for physically abusing me.. Ok ,moving on, I am all bloated like a fully grown pumpkin and these guys ask me out. 1 of them even promised marriage. Quoting Ravi Agrawal - "Prash, guys can do anything for sex". Point.
How do guys manage with such high testosterone levels I fail to understand.
Beat this, an iraqi guy just asked me- " Prashasti, will you make relationship with me?"
And I am deciding upon my answer.
En Vogue :)
OMG !!...
what a night..! I still cant believe I actually did all those crazy things last night.Went clubbing with Sheena and Kalyani.Picked up Naaz on the way.It was freezing and we werw riding are bikes(all the girls dresses in party clothes..err,read skimpy dresses).
While waiting outside Naaz's place a random guy thought we were whores and tried to do things with us. He was the yackiest person I have met till date.
Then 'Screams' where Sheena and Kalyani were not allowed inside since they were underage so we decided to go to 'Oiche'. Man, was it good!! They were playing house and Sheena and I danced like lunatics.
Naaz's mom came after some time. Boy,she did not look like a mom and especially not Naaz's.I was flabbergasted.
We made friends with random guys,a lot of guys approached us but like good girls we did not flirt back :) I am sure Sheenaz boyfriend will be happy after reading this.
Around 3 a.m. we went to Cafe Coffee Day. Jeez riding at 2.30 in this freezin' weather was a mission for me. I was frozen. So,coffee at 3.30 in the morning and checking out guys thats all we did. Riding back to Kalyani's place at 6 a.m. was like bloody hell..it was freezing !!
Oh and I almost forgot..the cops. Ran into them two times- once around 8 and then around 3 a.m. That sonovabitch took our driving license,charged us 200 bucks. Holy shit ! I just thank god we were not drunk !
Finally,I am back home and super sleepy.
Laters !
what a night..! I still cant believe I actually did all those crazy things last night.Went clubbing with Sheena and Kalyani.Picked up Naaz on the way.It was freezing and we werw riding are bikes(all the girls dresses in party clothes..err,read skimpy dresses).
While waiting outside Naaz's place a random guy thought we were whores and tried to do things with us. He was the yackiest person I have met till date.
Then 'Screams' where Sheena and Kalyani were not allowed inside since they were underage so we decided to go to 'Oiche'. Man, was it good!! They were playing house and Sheena and I danced like lunatics.
Naaz's mom came after some time. Boy,she did not look like a mom and especially not Naaz's.I was flabbergasted.
We made friends with random guys,a lot of guys approached us but like good girls we did not flirt back :) I am sure Sheenaz boyfriend will be happy after reading this.
Around 3 a.m. we went to Cafe Coffee Day. Jeez riding at 2.30 in this freezin' weather was a mission for me. I was frozen. So,coffee at 3.30 in the morning and checking out guys thats all we did. Riding back to Kalyani's place at 6 a.m. was like bloody hell..it was freezing !!
Oh and I almost forgot..the cops. Ran into them two times- once around 8 and then around 3 a.m. That sonovabitch took our driving license,charged us 200 bucks. Holy shit ! I just thank god we were not drunk !
Finally,I am back home and super sleepy.
Laters !
Yappy happy me ! :D
Jeez !!...
its feels super..i've been craving to blog since ages...finally i can !!
gotta a new lappy n a super net connection n lifez lyk fun barring the small episode with my gud for nuthn boyfriend n issues with dad i feel so contented..
i have like almost evrything..bestest mom,bestest sis n d best frnz possible...i love them n dey love me back...
i am such a gud 4 nuthn person and the presence of these people in my life makes me special.. :)
oh n bdw, my buddayz coming !! :D
laters,
prash !
its feels super..i've been craving to blog since ages...finally i can !!
gotta a new lappy n a super net connection n lifez lyk fun barring the small episode with my gud for nuthn boyfriend n issues with dad i feel so contented..
i have like almost evrything..bestest mom,bestest sis n d best frnz possible...i love them n dey love me back...
i am such a gud 4 nuthn person and the presence of these people in my life makes me special.. :)
oh n bdw, my buddayz coming !! :D
laters,
prash !
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