Surprised.

Oh my goodness! Can't believe I am having so much fun ! Does everyone feel the same whenever their fathers go out of town?

My daddy went out of town for a week and I've never had so much more fun in my entire life.. Okay, maybe I am exaggerating. Let me rephrase : I've never had so much fun in Kanpur.

With two of the best brothers in the world ( one of them is letchy ; but still I adjust ). Okay,so my Daddy dearest went out of town and left two people if the opposite sex to stay with me. Boy, I've been having so much fun. Finally, I admitted to my brothers that I booze and they actually bought me beer. I am like 'hullo, you are my brothers. Stop me.' But these sweethearts get me a Kingfisher Strong.

The next thing I know is that I am high and and I am dancing in the drawing room like a lunatic :D and my brothers having fun at my expense.

Thanks to the beer, I could finally confess everything about my bad relationship to my siblings. And never before have I felt more loved or cared for. I never knew this side of my cousins. I always thought brothers are intolerant about stuff like this. But these guys were just so calm. All they said was- We never ever want you to cry : for anything or anyone. As for the guy we'll deal with him.

It felt like a boulder was off my chest. Now there is someone who knows everything about me and will not judge me. I'll be loved and cared for like any other day. After having lost my eldest brother, I never thought some one else could treat me like he did. Well, seems like I stand corrected. Why is it that the opposite sex always keeps proving me wrong and by the end of the day leaves me surprised?

Amidst all this, I went astray from the topic. I thought I'd write about my week without Dad. Anyways, coming to it, I stay out the whole day long. I facebook and watch movies and check out guys( with my brothers) and of course, Gossip.

As Mc Donald puts it- I'm lovin' it.

Finding friends Out of nowhere- II

I make friends absolutely anywhere. Conclusion : I am a very friendly person. Priya will definitely agree to this. Priya is someone I know because of we share a common bitch. Oh and not to forget, we bonded over brands of inner wear : the conversation went like-
Me: "Priya, Enamor has 50% off..go shop."
Priya: "I do need some of those things. Will go out today with mom."
Me: "Get some for me as well. Will pay."

For those who do not know, we are possessive bitches. And for the record, apart from the small hiccup in the beginning, we have not fought.


Cheeni : Owww! I can go on and on about this female. My partner in crime, Ms. Perfect Smile(as Kunal says), the worst photographer and well, she is not at all photogenic but still she is the beshht. The only person who is a complete lafangi like me. With her around I do not need any other friend ( not because I don't love them but because they will not let us do the things we do). We made are first Goa trip together, boozed together, went clubbing. We have spent so many nights together( no pun intended)...we actually stay out the whole night...TOGETHER. She knows like every guy I have hooked up with or want to hook up with. Oh, and her opinion counts. Priya and I have had just one major hiccup... Cheeni and I have had like innumerable hiccups. We fight, argue, bicker...but at the end of the day I know I love her and she loves me back.




It feels good to loved and cared for by people who matter. After a long tiring day(rarely happens), when I am sad, exhausted and there is someone to cheer me up,make my day/night trust me, its a feeling I cannot explain. The long walks with Cheeni, the late night chats with Priya and Ravi, the boozing with Deepika, the coffee trips with Anshu and Zeenu...I couldn't have asked God for more.

Finding friends out of nowhere

Holy mom of Christ ! Its freezing here... My fingers along with my other body parts refuse to work. But I have committed myself to keeping people entertained by life's tragedies so I will go on and on.

I never ever in my wildest dreams had imagined that I'd become friends with the most err...reserved girl on campus- Zenia. She's an angel. Any problem,you call her up and zapp ! problem solved. She's a gem.. Words cannot express what I have for( sorry for the dramatic lines but I cannot help). She's more like Mother Zeenu. You are depressed,sad,happy..any Goddamn feeling and she will be the first person to help you deal with it : given she loves you as much as she loves me. In my small basket of friends she is the loveliest of all.

 

Ouch ! Never thought I'll tell the world about what you mean to me. My bestest friend forever and by that I mean FOREVER..every single day of forever. A guy I can depend on, abuse whenever I want, talk endlessly for hours without giving a thought about my escalating bill, whose technically, in the sense of the word, my bitch and I ( Priya will agree to that) love him. Ravi. We became friends because of someone else and I for one, never imagined that things will become what they are. I still cannot believe I actually lied to Gaurav about you..was worth it though. When I broke up, I was bleeding and the only person around me to stitch me up was him and cannot thank him enough for it.



D.D. ! Ahhh..! My bestie since umm...6 years.. There is a reason she is my bestie..Her brother is my childhood crush and I think she knows this. She is one person who has always been there for me...through thick and thin. An absolute sweetheart, she is one person you do not want to mess with. She is just too good with her sarcastic one-liners. And again, like all the others above, we became friends by chance. We bitched about a common aquaintance and did not even realise that we had come close. As Ravi puts it- girls can bond over the weirdest of things.

Anshu : I still remember, she did not like me the first day we met. But then again for reasons I fail to understand we ended up becoming such good friends.Probably, because a common aquaintance and her boyfriend bitched about us and we bitched about them. She is the ever helpful, thorough friend I have.

Happy To me :D

Phew! Finally, I am officially 21 years old. For those who don't know I had a week long 21st birthday ! And I, I mean, I..I mean actually I was tired of my birthday parties.

The first party was in Goa, with Benny and gang. Not much of a gang though. Benny LOVES me or so he says. Oh, and he is 27 years old. Sad. But the dark fantasy cake he bought was good. More than good.

25th eve bought introduced me to my latest crush : Veer. Having said that, I wish he never reads my blog. I am playing hard-to-get with him. With my regular partner in crime, Ms. Perfect Smile..Sheena, I had a blast on my birthmas eve. Shopping at M.G.road, Koregaon Park and then party at "Aqua". Aaahh ! Bliss !

Aqua was the place to be that night. With a gathering of symbiosis grads, the party was rocking. Dancing with random guys, being offered drinks by them and of course, meeting Veer made it just better. Veer is this uber cute dancer chap from Symbiosis. He can actually belly dance like Shakira. If nothing, you'll fall for his dance man !

Meeting, dancing and boozing with this...aakchoo!( excuse me, I have a running nose)... yeah so, meeting this guy was followed by a series of events: a dishoom dishoom between the guys in d club and the bouncers, the hunt for my lost birthday cake, the cops, Veer's friend getting arrested, dropping Gaurav (a friend and not my ex) home, meeting Veer again, leaving my cell with Gaurav and scanning the whole town for it. Ahhhh! makes me nostalgic !

 Dinner at Le Meridien at 4.30 in the morning was peaceful and uneventful. Oh and i forgot, during all of this poor Ms. Perfect Smile actually kept smiling. Why won't she? After all, even she met her latest crush whose younger to her and probably has a girlfriend :D


Whatever it was, it was definitely a night to remember, thanks to Sheena, Veer and his friends. Happy 21st birthday Prashasti.

Crappy Sunday

 Imagine getting up on a Sunday afternoon at 1 p.m. and you realise you have to go to the police station and you best friend's almost girlfriend blames you for her bad almost relationship. Du-uh.

Nah nah, I don't have a pending lawsuit or some criminal charges against me. I have to go because I need to pick my sister's driving license. And for those who don't know, I am a lazyarse..I haven't showered in two days.

Now the almost girlfriend- an almost girlfriend is one you love, probably even she loves you back but when you ask her out she politely refuses blaming the society, family, friends and peers and you understand. Both of you talk about everything under the sun EVERYDAY. So that's an almost girlfriend and an almost relationship. Moving on, this almost girlfriend texts me saying now I can have my best friend "as much as I want" and in a way blames me for the bad almost relationship. My best friend like a jerk wants us to bitch and bicker about each other but he doesn't want to be a part of  a catfight. Not that I was going to have one. my BEST friend blocks me on facebook, says he'll talk to me later since he's kinda pissed with things and btw, he isn't even replying to my messages.

So, now between forkfuls of maggi and sips of cold coffee I am trying to decide whether I should start a catfight, break my BEST friend's neck, go meet the cops or continue with whatever crap I am doing right now. Sunday couldn't be better.

Consentida: For someone I've loved with all my heart :)

Consentida: For someone I've loved with all my heart :): "I loved you with all my heart. And I think you know that, don't you? Then why did you have to do things that left me bleeding. I gave you al..."

Consentida: Thinking.

Consentida: Thinking.: "After I broke up with my ex- boyfriend, I thought probably now I can enjoy being single(like the world says). FYI, I am not blogging. I am j..."

For someone I've loved with all my heart :)

I loved you with all my heart. And I think you know that, don't you? Then why did you have to do things that left me bleeding.
I gave you all I had..my heart, my soul everything but at the end of the day you screwed it up. Didn't I love you enough? Didn't I care for you? Didn't I fight with mom for you? Was I not there for you all the time- through thick and thin? I know you always took me for granted and I swear to god, I never cared about that. Till the time you were there with me I guess nothing else mattered for me. Then why did you have to do things that messed up are both our lifes. You say I spoilt your career, your future...and what did u do to me- left me hurt, wounded, alone...without a soul.
Was that right?
You claimed to love me..do you even realize what love is? Love can never be about hurting your loved one. It can never be about making your loved one cry. It can never be about sadness,insecurity and fear. Love is supposed to make you happy. You did make me happy but along with that you scared me when you were aggressive and insecure.
You know what,you did two things to me-
You were God for me and I don't believe in God anymore.
You were Love for me and I don't believe in Love anymore.

Thinking.

After I broke up with my ex- boyfriend, I thought probably now I can enjoy being single(like the world says). FYI, I am not blogging. I am just thinking. Ok, so after I broke up I thought I am done with guys. But a week after my break up I was trying to dodge guys outta my way..i mean,hullooo..!! I've had a break up..I am depressed..I should be boozing n getting stoned and whatever but what i am doing is looking for ways about how to avoid giving guys my number.
2 days after my breakup- I go to a dandia party and a typical fugly gujju asks me out.
The following week- A kashmiri muslim ( wait till my dad reads this),a jaat ,an iraqi ask me out.

Woah! I've never been so much in demand in my entire 20 years. I mean at that point of time I was bruised, wounded (literally)...for those who do not know, I put my ex- boyfriend to jail for physically abusing me.. Ok ,moving on, I am all bloated like a fully grown pumpkin and these guys ask me out. 1 of them even promised marriage. Quoting Ravi Agrawal - "Prash, guys can do anything for sex". Point.

How do guys manage with such high testosterone levels I fail to understand.
Beat this, an iraqi guy just asked me- " Prashasti, will you make relationship with me?"

And I am deciding upon my answer.

En Vogue :)

OMG !!...
what a night..! I still cant believe I actually did all those crazy things last night.Went clubbing with Sheena and Kalyani.Picked up Naaz on the way.It was freezing and we werw riding are bikes(all the girls dresses in party clothes..err,read skimpy dresses).
While waiting outside Naaz's place a random guy thought we were whores and tried to do things with us. He was the yackiest person I have met till date.
Then 'Screams' where Sheena and Kalyani were not allowed inside since they were underage so we decided to go to 'Oiche'. Man, was it good!! They were playing house and Sheena and I danced like lunatics.
Naaz's mom came after some time. Boy,she did not look like a mom and especially not Naaz's.I was flabbergasted.
We made friends with random guys,a lot of guys approached us but like good girls we did not flirt back :) I am sure Sheenaz boyfriend will be happy after reading this.
Around 3 a.m. we went to Cafe Coffee Day. Jeez riding at 2.30 in this freezin' weather was a mission for me. I was frozen. So,coffee at 3.30 in the morning and checking out guys thats all we did. Riding back to Kalyani's place at 6 a.m. was like bloody hell..it was freezing !!

Oh and I almost forgot..the cops. Ran into them two times- once around 8 and then around 3 a.m. That sonovabitch took our driving license,charged us 200 bucks. Holy shit ! I just thank god we were not drunk !

Finally,I am back home and super sleepy.

Laters !

Yappy happy me ! :D

Jeez !!...
its feels super..i've been craving to blog since ages...finally i can !!
gotta a new lappy n a super net connection n lifez lyk fun barring the small episode with my gud for nuthn boyfriend n issues with dad i feel so contented..

i have like almost evrything..bestest mom,bestest sis n d best frnz possible...i love them n dey love me back...
i am such a gud 4 nuthn person and the presence of these people in my life makes me special.. :)

oh n bdw, my buddayz coming !! :D

laters,
prash !